the pursuit of finding the strength within to overcome the weakness without cannot be made with a half-hearted effort. no, it cannot. one must pursue their couse with the greatest of convictions if they truly wish to accomplish the task at hand. one cannot set expectations only to break them out of convenience. one should harden their resolve and stand strong and true to their beliefs.
to take the noble path and finish its course is the mark of a disciplined man.
you have to do whatever it takes to achieve that that you want.
go all out, with a blaze of glory, but be true and be fair and all shall be resolved in its own time.