on wednesday i went to this bar in san francisco called exilir which i think is in the mission. anyway, annie had invited me to go to the bar for this big fundraising thing where all the tips are donated to some cause. it was a big reunion of aphio people. [...]
i took the car into the shop yesterday to have them fix the brakes and the air conditioning. i just got the quote for how much it would cost and i am quite unhappy to hear how much it would cost. but i told the guy to go ahead and fix it because [...]
ugh. you know it’s not a good day when you write about how bad your day is and then your entry gets lost…
ok, let me try again.
i awoke early this morning from a bad dream. after i woke up i realized it was a bad dream and my immediate reaction was sadness from [...]
sometimes i feel like i’m so worn down that i just don’t really have the will to fight anymore.
when i get to such a phase in my life, i generally try to find something that will motivate me to make a difference again.
so…what is it going to take to make that difference now?
after getting into work today i was so hungry i wasn’t sure if i would be able to make it to lunch. by the time it was 8, i knew that i wouldn’t be able to hold out any longer so i went over to the local coffee shop and looked at the pastry [...]
i have been meaning to look at the pictures that i took at the big beach bbq, but i haven’t had a chance yet. so i guess i’ll write about it first and then post pictures later. this year’s bbq was considerably smaller than that of previous years but this may have been [...]
why is it that we thrust ourselves into positions that cause danger for ourselves? we all ultimately know that the decision we are about to make is foolish, yet we still feel compelled, despite common sense, despite logic, despite all reason, to go forth and do what our heart yearns for us to do.
the [...]
i’ve been in a really sappy mood lately. i’m not sure what it is, but something has triggered this inner sap in me. i dug through my CD collection desperately looking for a CD. which CD? erasure’s i say, i say, i say.
and while i was digging through CDs, i found [...]
i really do enjoy playing volleyball with people who are better than me. i feel that i can learn from them and it inspires me to be a better player. last night i was playing volleyball with a person who was better than me and it did just those things. i do [...]
just got a dozen egg tarts.
i wonder how long they will last.
buy two, get one free at ruby king in oakland.
or 3 for $1.
or 12 for $4.
i don’t know why i didn’t get 15.
must wait until at least after lunch to eat them…
really.
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