rude

sometimes it’s amazing how rude some people can be and not really know it. it’s for those people that i sort of pity. it is one thing to be rude and realize that your rudeness is improper. it’s another to be rude and not know that you are being rude. not only does this offend other people, but you don’t have the opportunity to better yourself because you don’t realize that what you are doing is simply WRONG.

the other day, i was looking at something and somebody took what i was examining (with great interest, mind you) out of hands so that they could look at it. was i done looking at said object? nope. did i find it incredibly rude that they would just snatch it out of my hands? yup. did i do anything about it? nope. i was in so much shock that they would just snatch it out of my hands that i couldn’t say anything.

i looked around to see if anyone else had seen what had happened and to see if i was being unreasonable at being so shocked…but then my eyes locked on to someone else’s who had seen what had happened and there was this smirk on their face and a knowing nod. yes, indeed, this had happened, and i was justified in feeling the way i did.

i was pretty upset at the time, but now that i look back on it, i actually feel bad for the person. i mean, they don’t even know the bad they did…and well, that’s sad.

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insomniac

man…i’m exhausted. i’ve been having a lot of trouble going to sleep lately. it’s been ongoing for the last two weeks or so. i’m not going to bed until 3 or 4am and when i wake up to go to work i wake up with a feeling of exhaustion. there’s just no relief. today, my body is aching a little, i suspect from the lack of sleep. i can’t wait until i go home tonight and go to bed. i don’t think that i can survive like this much longer.

i don’t know why i can’t seem to slumber. you’d think that it’d be an easy thing to do, but it takes quite an effort for me to be able to fall asleep.

*sigh*

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texas hold ’em

after being inspired from watching [url=http://www.bravotv.com/Celebrity_Poker_Showdown/]celebrity poker showdown[/url] i called in the troops last night to play some texas hold ’em. and man, let me just say that last night’s texas hold ’em was a lot more fun for me. my betting strategy has changed quite a bit and it was definitely a lot more exciting this time around. big bets all the way around.

there was some [url=http://www.track15.com]COMPLETELY[/url] [url=http://jimmy.ocliw.com]IRRESPONSIBLE[/url] [url=http://www.ocliw.com/blur/]BETTING[/url] going on last night, some of which resulted in good things and some resulted in very bad things.

what amazed me was that jimmy had amazingly incredible luck which resulted in him being the ultimate winner of all the money in the pot.

happy donuts

on the way to work today i passed by the opening on a new donut store. it used to be a winchells but they closed down and happy donuts moved in. i didn’t think anything of it at first, but then i saw the sign.

it read, “GRAND OPENING! FREE COFFEE with any purchase”.

i, of course, was suckered in. i bought a few donuts and they offered me a choice between free coffee or free freshly squeezed orange juice. i opted for the free OJ and went on my way. orange juice is definitely not the drink to have after eating almost too-sweet donuts. no, the juice tasted sour and unpleasant. next time i must remember the coffee instead.

the donuts were actually pretty good. better than winchells, i’d say. i would say that they are a strong #2 only next to the delightfully light krispy kreme donuts. they were a little expensive though, 75 cents for a donut. i’m not sure if i’ll go again.

it’s funny because i expect donuts to be 60 cents or less and if it is any more (15 WHOLE CENTS!) then i get turned off. sheesh, what’s 15 cents?

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oh no…look what i found!


that’s right…there is a new devil in town…and they are called [url=http://www.ergotron.com/3_products/flat_panel/deskstands/default.asp]ergotron[/url]. they make amazing little arms that you can buy and add to your home. monitor arms, that is. that’s right, they make the monitor arms that let you have a 2 LCD set up…or for those more ambitious, a 4 LCD setup. 4×1 or 2×2 configurations…mmmmm. can you just imagine? 4 20.1″ LCD monitors staring at you? it’s like a wall of monitors just waiting to be loved.

one of these days…

oh yes. one of these days you will be mine. as soon as i get the 3 other identical LCDs i’ll need to complete the display. now that one LCD feels so…lonely. who would have thought that you could be insane enough to mount 4 of those bad boys next to each other? mmmm.
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chill

it’s been a chill day today. i got more testing done for my project at work, so it looks like it’s coming along just fine. i also took a refresher on all this techie stuff that even bores me, so i won’t talk about it.

it’s been a pretty chill kind of a day…it’s been like that for the last couple of days. i guess i should think about my christmas shopping. i haven’t really done any of it yet. i’m not sure how many christmas gifts i need to buy this year, though, so it may not end up being that big of a deal.

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unsportsmanlike conduct?

i’m not sure why exactly [url=http://sportsillustrated.cnn.com/2003/football/nfl/12/14/horn.cellphone.ap/]joe horn[/url] is getting so much publicity for what his little cell phone victory. i guess me talking about it only makes the situation worse, but a 15 yard penalty for unsportsmanlike conduct is good enough. i mean, do we really have to worry about victory dances? is it really that big of a deal? i thought it was kind of tacky, but i mean, come on, surely there were more interesting things going on in the world of sports this weekend, right? …right?

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average joe finale

i think that i’ve watched most of the average job series. i have to admit that i think that the producers of average joe really lucked out with melana. i say this because she’s a very attractive woman who just happened to be a very good person inside as well. she gave the guys a real chance even though they may not have been the normal lot of guys that she usually chooses from.

in the finale, we see melana choose jason, the part-time water and student who she has on numerous times described as “pretty”. instead of choosing adam, the average joe (who actually isn’t so average, as a 27 year old millionaire), who is very romantic, sweet, and caring. what i think it finally boiled down to was that melana was not physically attracted to adam. physical attraction won.

her choice sort of reaffirms my faith in women that they aren’t all gold diggers. she had the choice between a starving student and a successful millionaire. but this also reaffirms the old adage that “nice guys finish last.”

it wouldn’t have mattered which way she choose, i don’t think that it could have come out well for her. if she choose adam, i would have said that she’s a gold digger who never really dug adam until she saw his money….so she was put into an impossible situation. i think she made the right choice though, she picked the person who she was most attracted to. would you ever want to be in a relationship where you weren’t really attracted to the person?

i really wanted adam to be picked though. the guy is a stud and he’s very cool, modest, and a good person at heart.

i can’t wait to see the new average joe…in the clip of the next season we see a girl who seems really bitchy!

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see’s candy

i have so much see’s candy at home. my sister gave me a bunch of see’s candy chocolate bars. my mom gave me 4 pounds worth of chocolate: a 2 pound box of the nuts and chewy and a 2 pound box of the milk chocolate candies. i have so much chocolate in the apartment right now, i don’t know what to do with it.

how is it that see’s candy became THE candy of choice to give? how come gummy bears didn’t win that market? or kit kat? or crunch bars? what makes see’s candy more common than other chocolates like godiva? is it just the moderate price point? hmmmm…

why are mondays the hardest to take?

in an on-going effort to learn how to use the canon s400, i decided to bring it up with me to the slopes over the weekend. the weather was pretty good over the weekend and i must admit that we were pretty lucky. it was supposed to snow and be quite windy, but instead we saw a little bit of fog and just the tiniest little bits of snow.

it took me a long time to get my feet under me. i don’t know why it was so hard, but man, it’s been a while since i’ve boarded. i sort of wonder if snowboarding is really for me anymore. it was fun and all, but it was more of the same. i don’t know if i’m into it anymore. odd. maybe it was all the snowboarding i did during my early days of unemployment that has just tired me out.

oh well, hopefully these monday blues will be over.

on a tangent, today’s been a particularly productive day at work. i finally was able to work out some big issues that i’ve been ignoring for a while because i wasn’t sure how to deal with it. looks like it’s not so bad anymore.

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But, soft! What light through yonder window breaks?