i am going to try to avoid the internet like a thief in hiding today. i haven’t seen the american idol results show yet and i don’t want to know who got kicked off yet. it must have been a little part of me that knows that brooke probably got voted off last night. after forgetting the words at this stage of the competition, there’s really no excuse.

so maybe it was an unconscious desire to not have to deal with her leaving that made me not watch the show last night. i don’t know, but i’m going to go watch the episode soon and i’m not hopeful.