i just wrote a huge long blog about everything that has been going on lately, the trials and tribulations, the highs and lows, the good and the bad, but due to user error, i’ve lost it all.

do i really want to go through and type it all out again? probably not. =P

let’s just say that things have been busy and bad. but not all is bad. there have been lots of good times sprinkled in the bad times, so i’m sure that it all works out.

yesterday i was so exhausted that i had to take a nap before volleyball. i have to say that i have had a lot of fun lately playing volleyball. i really think of it as an escape and a release. it’s so nice to be able to just play and forget about all the little worries in the world.

this week has been particularly busy for me. it’s already been a big emotional rollercoaster and i’m still not entirely sure if everything has settled down yet. i think that i’ve started to set aside some issues and just wait for a better time to deal with them. hopefully i’ll have some perspective by then and things won’t seem so sad.

it seems that i have plans for every night this week. i don’t know how that happened, but it happened quickly and i already feel exhausted! i’m meeting with geoff later tonight and i hope to catch up with him. we haven’t really chatted in a long time.

the apartment is a mess too. it’s all my fault and i need to get my act together and clean it up. it’s just that i’ve been getting home late and i feel like i’m on the brink of breaking down, so instead of cleaning up like i should, i just go to my room and collapse on my bed.

things are finally sort of looking up. there’s a lot of uncertainty in the air, but it’s better than certain doom and gloom.