i was telling a friend about a recent plight of mine and how it was really rather upsetting. my friend then said, “you’re gonna take it ou on them tonight aren’t you?” oh how well they know me. i was considering it for a while thinking that it’d make me feel better but when the time came, i just didn’t have the heart to do it anymore.

just thinking about the whole ordeal started to get me down and i couldn’t get myself to wreak havoc on the person because it just started reminded me of the whole thing. it’s all over and done with anyway and there was no malice to the person’s actions. it was an honest misunderstanding so i might as well let bygones be bygones.

odd though…i used to make such pleasure in doing something like that. i wonder if i’m growing soft in my old age.

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