bro? xanga? eh?

i can’t believe it. i was just stumbling through the net when i came across a newly formed xanga site. and whose site is it? none other than my brother’s! woah. it’s weird seeing him put his thoughts into words. he needs spell and grammar check pretty bad though. i think it’s a pet peeve of mine to see misspelled words. anyway, it’s definitely interesting to see his mind work.

i wonder if he knows about this page.

i wonder if my family knows about this page.



well, i haven’t been doing a very good job of working on [url=]the wall project[/url] since i first started it, so i thought that i’d see if i took any pictures since then that would be wall-worthy.

it turns out that there were quite a few photos that i am reasonably happy with so i decided to spend the evening working on them and printing them up. it’s weird, i bought a nice photo printer and i have ink for it, but i neglect to use it because i feel like the ink is too expensive to waste on prints that aren’t good enough. as a result, i never ended up making prints of anything. weird, huh? so now i’m going on a crazy 25 full-page print job for all of these images that i have queued up.

this makes me want to go take more pictures so i can finish the project. perhaps part of this weekend will be spent doing just that…now, if only i can find somewhere to take pictures…

i need to resume my search for models, i’m about ready to take portraits, but i don’t think that i have any models to take pictures of.

and so it goes

And So It Goes

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I’ve held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It’s just as well for all I’ve seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you’re the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That’s if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you’re the only one who knows